Just Dont Make Me Promises .

What are you running from ? they ask , what have you become , have you lost yourself . questions that linger , the uncertainty of life , turns into unresolved questions , where do you turn to for answers ? where do you go ?

Being stuck between your past and the future . what do you do with the present is all in your hands . what you do today , will aid your future . Goals , Dreams and Visions , help you keep your life on track .

Then again , for an ordinary person , it would be so . What if you're somewhat , hmmm , lets put it this way , different ? Out of the ordinary , someone with good intentions that has been misunderstood and judged by society ? Where you've been taken advantage of ? the worst of them all is when you're labelled as the epitome of pain and grieve . Or shall i say your typical outcast ?

Sometimes its good to step out of that pretty little box you've built around your head , and open up to reality . Understanding someone's pain is the first step of being human . Learn that !

The worst part is when you start to question your existence , when you start to wonder , "why am i here" ? "whats my purpose" ? When the hardest part of life , is getting up every morning , what do you do ?

It begins with broken promises , which leads to disappointments , and disappointments takes on a new form , call depression .

And the question still remains , what do i do from here ?

I shall leave with this , food for thought . Stop for a second and think about it .

If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got. Kurt Cobain