The Animal I Have Become

I can't escape this hell So many times I've tried But I'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I can't escape myself So many times I've lied But there's still rage inside

P/S So what if you can see the darker side of me

Fallen

My title sounds so extremely dramatic
Wanna know the reason
Heads Up !!
I failed add maths AGAIN
The last time i got 5/100
& nw 14/100
there is a slight improvement
5 to 14
hahaha
My dad has no idea
Im so gonna be grounded

This thing happen today
me and amanda was chatting outside
when all of a sudden this malay guy
comes up to manda and asks her for her number
Hahaha
I couldnt contain my laughter
He couldnt stop disturbing her
He's like what 15
Hahaha
I did tell her i was gonna blog about this
She was like no
I'll kill you
Tada*
I blogged bout it :)

P/S Once a blonde always a blonde

Signing off
XoXo
Prissy V

17 Again

17 Again stars Zac Efron
To everyone who conect with would have actually understand


that Im not a Zac Efron fan ( i think he's a fag )
17 Again was a "must watch"
Today as i was having dinner
This guy was selling dvd's
i grabbed 8 bucks from my brother
And bought the dvd

As I reached home , i called my cousin
& told i've bought the dvd
she took out her laptop
& we watched it

The movie was AWESOME !!
I Have To Give Zac Efron Credit
He looked smokin
I cried when he read the letter
it touched me

This line made me cry
if I love you, I should let you move on

Its true ,
If I love him
I should Let him move on

Maybe thats the best for both of us

P/S I LOVE YOU

Signing off
XoXo
Prissy V

The Awesome-ness Dance Move

Confessions Of A Broken Hearted

Darling , I know you dont read blogs I just wanna tell you that I

errrrrr

I love you

I really do

I might have told you this a 100 times

Bt im gonna keep saying it

Cause there are no lies in this words

I know you got bored of me

Im no more your shinny toy

You have a new one

Congrats to her

As i sit here 

and wipe away the

tears on my keyboard

I still Love you

I really do

Knowing that you dont belong to me anymore

Or as you said

I never did own you

But darling

You held my heart 

on a thread

& dropped it from the

86th floor

I told you to keep it safe

As i said it lost its shine

You had a new toy

Those days I didnt call you

Those nites i didnt wish you good night

You took it as a goodbye

But ,

What i didnt tell you is that

I worked my ass off

to try to contact you

I tried so many things

to un-ground myself

You know why

Because I love You 

You Idiot 

You couldnt see that

When I cried infront of you

sighs*

No girl like crying infront the guy they love

I didnt want to 

It just happened

Im sorry for acting like a baby

Blame my broken heart

It was crushed

Cried on the out

All because I loved You

I was blinded by you

I ignored them

I turned my back on my friends

Just because 

i Loved you

I turned into a monster

when you left me

disorientated

Broken

Dis functional

After all that you put me through 

I still can say

I loved you

I did everything with love

Darling

I'm not a player

I dont know how to break a heart

All I know is give my all 

&.I will keep doing that

I will not hurt him

just so you know

I still do miss yea 

bt im fine

Im strong

P/S .. How much can I hide this feeling

Chasing The Very Last Train

We've been friends for so long, I can't deny,
These feelings are so strong I keep hot inside,
Wanna tell you but I can't find the words to say,
So afraid if I do things will never be the same,
I gotta work it out, times really running out,
Don't know what to do but I know I gotta say it now,
Don't wanna lose and friend but why should I pretend,
That I don't love you when I've waited so long,

When you come to me and say some other girl has broke your heart
once again,
Will you ever learn,
all this time I've been patiently,
Hoping that you would notice me,
you need to know that I've been waiting so long,

I cant hold it back cause i've been waiting so long
I've been trying to tell yea
That we should be together
You never listened
I'm gonna keep waiting
Even If it drains everything from me
Its like chasing the last train when its too late

Tell me how
to erase this feeling
I Cant Image myself
standing here without you

P/S - I never thought I'd Fall For You

signing of
xoxo
Prissy V

Sweet 16 (30 May 09)

Well ,
I shall say
I had the day of my life
I had the ppl i love
around me
Knowing I have so many ppl
who care and love me the way i am
Then y the hell do i need to change
myself for a guy
I dont need to change anything
I will find that someone
Who will never break my heart
I have friends who love me
thats all i need

As the night came to a end
I lite up a candle
and sat by it to write a note

Put it in my memory box
So that generations will see
And Feel what i felt
Even when im gone
six feet under
Memories Of this nite
Will never fade

siging off
XoXo
Prissy V