Something Worth Watching

I came across this video , and it's definitely worth watching , its just 4 minutes .

No boundaries , No Lengths

Have you ever felt lost inside , like you don't belong . They stare at you , gleaming with judgments . You see your life , reflecting in the mirror right before you . what do you do ? What do you do when your just lost for words , when you feel like everything's falling apart . You just don't know where and who to turn to ? A glimpse of serendipity , that's what you were to me . I step out , and embrace the moment , as thee sweet evening breeze kisses my cheeks , and ran through my hair , i get this tingling feeling deep inside me , that i might lose myself to someone who I would never get in a million years . I nearly left the real me of the shelf .

Everything inside me screams no .

Sometimes you just know , you cant be what he wants . Yet you try , hoping , there's a chance . Like some miracle is gonna happen , and voila , he's attracted to you . Please , all those only happens in cheesy romance movies , where the guy goes for the lonely average looking girl . Even in movies , the "average" isn't average , she'll turn out to be some super hot chick in the end . And where does that leave me again ? Ha-ha .

Sometimes figuring out what you want and what you need just isn't as easy as it seems , some people are in love with the idea of being in love , some just want company and the rest , well i don't really know about the rest . Im not the exactly the person you would wanna get advice from , I've never been on a date and I've not been anywhere near a relationship for 1 year 9 months , but i can tell you a little something from my past experience . DON'T HOLD ON , IF HE/SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE HELD ON TO . Believe me when I say so :) . Took me a year to get over everything .

Sometimes , you just got to wait , patiently for the right one to come along , when he/she does you'll know ;)

2012

Let me start off by saying happy new year  . I started off my new , with accounts , yes , finals , oh how we dread that word . As a procrastinator , exams arent actually my "thing" , late night studying , cramming 4 months of syllabus in one night , things i do amazes me sometimes . That was one of the main reasons why I could not blog , as for now , i have all the time I need , i thought , hey why not blog , afterall i dont really have anything planned .

Christmas , went well , as usual , we'd go over to my cousins place for a jamming session , then we'd have a toast to the good times and the bad . Last year I lost two important , wait , scratch that , 3 members from my family . My grandaunt , my favorite uncle and my dog who served us well for 16 years :') This years gathering seemed a little "empty" , you could feel the emptiness . Dont know about them , but i surely felt it . Things like this are inevitable . Had a lonely christmas this year .

Threw a party @ havana club , duta vista

New Years Eve , i had my first paper , accounts , my worst sub :/ , managed to walk out early ( no surprise there ) later , headed out to the city with Kristen , Hannah , Claire , Paul and Mark . Things didn't go as planned ,  we were back by 11 .

First thing i did on Jan 1 2012 , attend church .

Thus my year began