Lies I Believed .

Hey Stranger

There's not one day , I've gone without thinking of you , your always there , lingering in my empty mind . You might not remember what we had , I may be just the "rebound" you needed , but hell yeah , i did love you . And I still do , just because Im smiling and mingling around , that doesnt mean Im over you . Every morning I still wake up hoping that there will be some sort of message from , but no , she's all you can think off eh ? Im seriously so surprise , that you were willing to leave one for another , of all the guys , you were the least expected one to do something like that . I would love to confront you , but I dont think talking to you or confronting you will do me any good . I cant believe I almost wrote you a song , I was half way into it until "that" happened . Things happen for a reason . &;; I still dont know the reason why you left , Sometimes I wanna know , and most of the times , i dont . Im afraid of what I might hear . But get this straight , Im nowhere near jealous . You have a sister , how would you feel if some guy did that to her , just abandon her like that ? , vice versa , but its okay , for the first Im not hurting . I dont want to make a huge issue out of this so. I wish you a happy life , and I would wish you good luck as well , but sorry , I dont believe in luck . I'll just leave you with that .

Sincerely.

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Dialed his number and confessed to him, 

I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

Pink Candy And Silver Studs

Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes . Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away .Tried to break my heart .Well it's broke . Tried to hang me high.Well I'm choked.Wanted rain on me..Well I'm soaked ,Soaked to the skin.Sometimes tears say all there is to say.Sometime your first scars wont ever fade, away

What don't kill a heart Only makes it strong

This Is Real

They say a few drinks will help me to forget him

But after one too many I know that I'm never

Only they can see where this is gonna end

But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down

'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town

I'm swearing if I go there now

I can change your mind turn it all around

I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words, 

And he'll listen this time even though they're slurred, 

Dialed his number and confessed to him, 

I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

Am I better off dead ? They say I'm better off now , 

Then I ever was with him