I wont Say

no im not jealous, no i'm not
i just want everything shes got
you look at her so amazed
i remember way back when
you used to look at me that way

Dear Kristen Alyssa

With Love From Aussie :)

From Aussie :)

I never was good at goodbyes

Dude, I’m totally bored these days. My body can’t take the physical pressure. I convince myself that I’m bored, to hide my busy busy life. Yes my exams are going on; honestly I screwed the math’s paper :( Oh well, as they say, it's not the end. This Saturday I have my 5 hours driving courses, talk about hectic. A few vitamins do help me, but it isn’t enough to keep me going all day . I have history tomorrow. I'm going to be heading off to bed soon, plan on waking up 5 am to study. For now , I got to read my "JPJ undang-undang" book .30 q's down another God knows how many to go :S , So I guess I'll stop here , 


Oh dear readers, please don’t leave, I’ll be back as soon I’m done with mid-terms, I'll be back writing my heart out 


& yes my birthday's next Wednesday , I don’t seem excited about it at all , So I guess this year , it’s just going to be me and Amanda in secret recipe . 
I'll be leaving to Kuantan on Thursday night, I'll be back Sunday Night, sadly, I won’t be seeing Kris :(


As I was saying, pardon my absence, just caught up with my hectic life, I promise I'll be back soon


& another thing hope ya'll like my new layout, creds go to Rebecca Ann Varughese for the site :)


So
 here's goodbye :)
Never was good at it 
XO Pricilla Mark... 

Just say someone asks you about me, what would you say? Be truthful and spill everything! :)

Let’s put it this way, someone you don’t know, how would I tell them about you.
I have this friend , no best friend , wait no , sister , nah , my other half , yes my other half .

Honestly not to brag, she’s the best thing that’s ever happened me. & plus she’s gorgeous.
Yeah, we were a little rough in the beginning; we had our own groups of friends. At one point, everything around her fell, and everybody around me left, looked up & all I saw Kris. We started having bonding time, we use to be BESTFRIENDS, which eventually lead to sister and now my other half.

You want me to describe her? I don’t think I can , it’s like taking a bite of Belgium chocolate’s , and at that point you don’t have the words to express how heavenly it feels , yea it’s the same way . To you it might sound a little overrated, to me it’s not. You probably wouldn’t understand if I tell you, because you got to be in my shoes to understand true friendship.

She’s might think she isn’t perfect and all, to me she is. She doesn’t have to change a bit. She’s someone who I can count on, tell her everything, yes my deepest darkest secrets and still walk away with a smile, because I know she’ll keep it. She’s like a generator, even if my heart stops beating, I know I have backup. With her , there is nothing to worry about , I don’t have to bothering about how I look when I’m eating , how horrible I sound when I’m singing or even my terrible dancing . I’m just me with her.

The thing I admired the most she accepts me for who I am, past 5 years, she never tried to change me not one bit. & I respect that , *hats off* I’m simple words , she’s the kind of girl I can walk around with my bra on , and if my belly shows , I’m not going to panic ( I hope that makes sense) . Are you jealous yet? , cause could actually go on all day.

(This whole thing is filled with honesty)

Anything you wanna know ?

I kept looking for good in empty spaces

" I was blind now I see " , trying so hard to fit in this cruel world , so desperate for people to except you , looking for a "man" . ?

Dont pretend like you dont get it , every girl would love to cuddle with a guy . Kissing under the stars , dedicate mooshy love songs , go on dates , hold hands

Yes , I use to be one ,

Tried to be someone im not , crashed my life , did thing Im not proud of . Under all the bad , was good . It made me realise how stupid I was .

The Lost Get Found

I know im created for more than this . I know I was created with a greater purpose . I'm strong enough, i've always told myself I never want to need somebody else But i've already fallen from that hill, So i'm droppin that guard . Im letting Him talk over , He made me for a reason .

I blamed him for everything I did , I questioned him , He beared my selfish attitude . He loved me at my worst , He understands my silence , He reads my tears . He kills me with love . Somehow love triumph over evil . We can try to disagree but sometimes , its a solution . Violence does not resolve anything . I wanna believe in love again

Something my dad said today hit me , He quoted "people who made history , are handfull"
What he means is , Going with the flow , is not gonna take me anywhere .

 Stand up , make a change !

Bless someone , and you'd be blessed .
Im not going to follow what the world says . I'm going to be who I want to be
Mags and TV is not gonna influence me . A boost of positive confidence :)
I know  dont look like a person who can make drastic change , Lord with you There's nothing I cannot do

Im finally smiling again :)

I'll make a one girl revolution

So what are you waiting for

What do you have to lose

Your insecurities

They try to hold to you

But you know you're made for more

So don't be afraid to move

Your faith is all it takes

And you can walk on the water too

Britt Nicole

Background Check

Pricilla means ?

Origin/Culture : Gothic , Latin

pronounced pris-SILL-ah. It is of Latin origin, and its meaning is "ancient, venerable". Biblical: a first-century Christian missionary. Priscilla was a favored name with the Puritans of England. Longfellow gave the name to the heroine of his poem, "The Courtship of Miles Standish". Common in the early Christian era, then used by the Puritans, and popular in the 19th century. Priscylla is the Polish form; Prisciliana is Spanish. Actress Priscilla Presley.

More Than A Mother

When God set the world in place,

when He hung the stars up in space,

when He made the land and the sea,

then He made you and me.

He sat back and saw all that was good,

He saw things to be as they should.

Just one more blessing He had in store;

He created a mother, but whatever for?

He knew a mother would have a special place

to shine His reflection on her child's face.

A mother will walk the extra mile

just to see her children smile.

She'll work her fingers to the bone

to make a house into a home.

A mother is there to teach and guide,

a mother will stay right by your side.

She'll be there through your pain and strife,

she'll stay constant in your life.

A mother will lend a helping hand

until you have the strength to stand.

She'll pick you up when you are down,

when you need a friend she'll stick around.

A mother is one who listens well,

will keep her word; will never tell.

A mother never pokes or pries

but stands quietly by your side,

giving you the strength you need,

encouraging you to succeed.

A mother is one who can be strong

when you need someone to lean on.

You're more than a mother to me;

a reflection of Him in your face I see,

a love that knows no boundaries.

I'm glad that you chose to be

all this and more to me.

You share a love that knows no end,

you're more than my mother,

you are my friend.