Sinking Memories

Its funny how time flies , one minute you're that boyish chick who walks around with jeans and t-shirts , the next thing you know you're strutting around in skirts and stilettos  . Well its true , people change , I myself changed drastically over the past year . Sometimes i look in the mirror and I see a stranger. I traded my leather jackets and sneakers for bodycon skirts and heels . As the older you get , emotions change , you start to realize , you're no more that 16 year old girl that waiting on a prince to sweep her off her feet . In my case , numb would be a better word to describe it . You also see the people around you change , you start to see different characters , people you've known a lifetime , has taken on a whole new different lifestyle , so much so you barely know them anymore . Some become so materialistic and for lack of a better term "bitchy" , wheres the rest changed for the better . Those kids you use to play around with , are now aspiring to be future doctors and lawyers . 

I guess there comes a point in life where all you got to do is STOP , and embrace the moment . In this busy world , everyone's so career driven , that they forget about the beauty and simplicity of life itself . Life becomes a stressful thing to some , or even worst , a burden . Tell me when was the last time you looked mum/dad/bro/sis in the eye , and told them you love them ? Or even your best friends , when was the last time you put your ego aside and held them close , thanked them for being a part of your life ? thanked them for all those memories ? . Tell me ... . All i see is best friends arguing/competing over something silly , like owning the same type of clothing/gadgets or even worst education . Well isn't wrong to be competitive , just know when to stop . Fashion and Electronics , will eventually fade .


The materialistic and career driven world has taken a toll on everyone , I admit , even me . I get so caught up in wanting to own the latest gadgets/clothes and having good grades , that i forget and hurt the people around me in the process . , but Hey ! its never to late , there's always something call "forgiveness"  :) Its sad how 90% of the world interprets love , as being , between a man and a women . Movies has literally programmed our mind to do so . Tell me , how many movies out there , promote "platonic love" , its always "boy meets girl"  . 


At this very point in life , I crave for change , my heart yearns for fresh new start .
Then again , who am I so demand for such amenity  . 

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. - unknown

So here's what im suggesting " Stop . Forgive . Love "