Broken Hearts and Stolen Kisses

The wild wind blows , as she sits there , wondering where did she go wrong . What did she do to deserve such bitterness . Standing on the edge , contemplating between life and death . She never had the strength to take the leap , cause deep down she knew these feelings were temporary , and after a downpour there's always a rainbow

With that being said ...

I've been soul searching these past few months . Looking deep down , finding somewhere I belong . I've not been a relationship for almost a year and 8 months now . I needed some space , some time to think . See where I've gone wrong , and why it don't last . I needed sometime with close friends as well . Most of all , i needed some time for myself . 

Time is everything , they say , it even heals . I personally somehow discord that theory , time does not heal , it only helps you to forget . However , the healing process starts when you decide to forgive . Unfortunately , nothing heals a 100% , there's always the scab or a wound left , . It may sound like its a bad thing a first , hey look on the brighter side , take that as a friendly reminder to avoid repeating the same mistake over and over again .

And I've also learned that things don't always go how you want to . Sometimes , we should just let life take its course , rather planning every step . As disappointing as that sounds , there's some good in it . Well I will just have to wait and see , where this takes me . I know someday i'd meet someone who takes my breathe away , till then , im chasing pavements .

Life is full of surprises , all you need to do is open up your heart , eye's and mind , embrace its beauty . Things happen when you least expect them to .

I'll leave with that