The SideKick

My life is a various-typed-spiced-up-curry . It has a blend of , bitter ,sour , sweet and what comes along with it .

I often felt my life ran like a movie . But , in the cinematic rendition of my life , I was the co-stars . My life was annexed onto other people's stories so , even though it was my life story , other people had far more important roles .

My best friends were fabulous . They were the movie star type : flowing hair , fair of face , slender . The kind of women who starred in movies and got equal billing alongside the likes of jen aniston and Cameron Diaz . Whereas , I didnt . She has the types of drama's that the central character of the moviee did . I was too sensible for that

I didnt feel inferior to them . I had allure , charm . I was attractive , sexy dark girl , if it came down to it , but ... Put it this way :I could walk into a shop , sit down to wit for either one of them and within a few minutes I'd be approached by a guy because I'm an attractive person . This guy would buy me a drink , chat me up , try to relieve me of my phone number , but the second "she" walked in he'd lose interest . His eyes would double in size as "she" came over, sat down . He'd drool and pant and practically trample me to death to get to her. "She" never made much of it . Would sually tell these men to get lost with a smile on her face. But , when she was around , I becme invisible . It is all because she had a man , i didnt .  Its hard not to feel like a co-star , even if its your own life story .

XO